A few days ago I wrote a rant about how im not bothered about a boyfriend, that was a massive lie. I’ve been keeping my private life as quiet as possible and haven’t even told friends about Adam because every time I do, it fucks up but I think were in a really good place now to finally talk about it.
After spending the first night with Adam properly on Friday I just couldn’t be happier. He just played with my hair all night, we had about an hours sleep because we were just talking and cuddling all night.
He then surprised me at work yesterday by coming to spend lunch with me and told me he’s bought us tickets for London tattoo convention in September and hes taking me to the Natural History Museum & Harry Potter too!
I can’t begin to tell you the happiness I am feeling right now. For the past 2 years ive felt alone and empty because I wasn’t feeling good enough for anyone so no one got close, I don’t know how or why this has changed with him but it has and I can, for the first time in over 2 years, say I am genuinely happy.
Nothing can bring me down from this right now. I am smitten for my bearded tattooed man ♥